time is running out...

[sam70001]

for me that is, i'm aging faster then I realize! only then will god know what to do with my soul if I have any. I doubht i have any, none so far as I can tell from my own nightmare or dreams. what make us special? we can live our life the way we see fit, we can basically do anything within the time limit. sometime it could mean life and death, our time it doesn't matter as it your fate. Not much you can do about it except take whatever crap being thrown right at ya. I do not feel like a failure but I am being overwhelmed by others who are more cunning then me and have higher IQ as well and no matter how hard I try, I am still far from being a genius that I always wanted to be. No one seem to care what I think, but that's ok. If they did, I be whacked so hard it like killing a fly with a swat.
The truth is, i seem incrediblely stupid because the way I talk but other time I am so smart that make even the most genius of all seem dull or pale in comparison. last, if I am really retarded then why I talk so much, yet most of it seem to make sense?

[Xan1977]

Somewhere in your rambling there is a thread of the human spirit, the inermost soul that seeks answers to lifes most troubling issues. It's rather amazing that through all your posts on a fairly anonymous message board, that this rings true for me. Trust me, your just like everyone else; you just decided to let it all out on a message board.

[TheParanoidOne]

what make us special?

In your case I think it should be "special".

others who are more cunning then me and have higher IQ as well and no matter how hard I try

Like a cabbage?

I am still far from being a genius that I always wanted to be.

You have no idea just *how* far.

No one seem to care what I think

Because you make no sense and cannot write a single logical, coherent post. You also talk about things you know nothing about, as if you are an expert in the field.

If they did, I be whacked so hard it like killing a fly with a swat.

Point proven. WTF?

The truth is, i seem incrediblely stupid because the way I talk

Yes, you're a very convincing idiot.

but other time I am so smart that make even the most genius of all seem dull or pale in comparison.

Bwahahah!
I believe the word you are looking for is ego.
You need to get out more. Find yourself a proper frame of reference for intelligence.

last, if I am really retarded then why I talk so much

The two are unrelated. A trained parrot can talk all day. What does that prove?
Patients in mental institutions talk a lot. What does that prove?
Ability to make noise != Intelligence. The converse is also true.

yet most of it seem to make sense?

Once again, Bwahaha! Sense? To who? Find me one quote where a person has reponded to you saying "sam70001, that makes so much sense!". And no, sarcastic responses don't count.

Yes, I'm being sarcastic and mildly offensive. No, I don't care.

[jbyrd]

First of all, Sam, I would like to say that I see what you're saying. I understand your situation because I have a close family member that is in the same boat that you are in.

You are intelligent! I can tell by your ideas. You think about many things...actually, I think you have a more curious nature than anyone else on this board. I respect that.

but other time I am so smart that make even the most genius of all seem dull or pale in comparison.

I agree. I know that you have alot of ideas inside that head of yours, but it's hard to express them. Many people have this problem, not just you! One of the most intelligent people on this earth, Steven Hawkins, could not talk or even move. Most people thought that he was brain dead. Come to find out, he has the most original scientific ideas since Einstein. Keep thinking, because most people in this world don't.

yet most of it seem to make sense?

Again, Sam70001, I think what you say makes sense. I think you just have a hard time writing it down.

This world is FULL of cruel people. They have no compasion for others and are very insensitive...

THEPARANOIDONE, you have written a very offensive post. Never in my life have I seen, firsthand, such a lack of consideration. People all over this world turn to the internet to express themselves, because they do not have the courage to do it otherwise. Sam70001 is obviously in this group, but so are you. Your deplorable response to someone in need is appalling and atrocious. Face to face, you would never have enough courage to be such an ass. You would just crawl into your little hole. Crawl in and never come back out, prick.



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If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. -jbyrd's mother

[sam70001]

One of the reason I don't like being part of the crowd is that they tend to say thing they don't mean to, this I understand. Its just a bad influence. but I'm use to it, would take alot more then that to pound me into dust.